adalah kombinasi yang terbaik apabila ketika bergelumang dgn kerja yg mcm tiada kesudahan sambil di push  tanpa henti oleh bosses dan customer, revising paper work over and over again, ditambah dgn impression oleh kaum keluarga yang sy ni kerja cop duit dan bebila masa, sesuka hati boleh request as much as they want, juga ditambah dgn my ex yg mempunyai impression yang sama, dan sesuka hati bebila masa nak lepaskan marah pada sy selepas bergaduh dgn gf sendiri...

ini lah yang terbaik..kombinasi terbaik...sy rasa sgt hebat!!! *clap, clap, clap*

kebosanan sebab terlalu banyak kerja.....

take 5...

rasa tercungap2 dah buat kerja...sgt banyak..rasanye kalau sy sprint, tergolek dan tertonggeng pun belum tentu boleh siap hari ni juga...semalam sy amik cuti, uruskan hal2 lain..tp email2 kerja non-stop masuk. sy hanya mampu membaca aje la..pagi tadi masuk ofis, bos terus tanya, hah, dah siap dah semua? sy cuma senyum, dalam hati nak cakap "wak luuuuuuu"...ish ish ish...sungguh tidak sopan...

seriously kerja sgt banyak..kul 2 ni ade client nak datang hand over documents semua...shit sy baru process sikit aje document dia...damn la....rasa nak pengsan...

raya will be in another 2 weeks...and yes, tahun ni takde rasa apa2 pun...satu hape pun tak prepare lagi..duit tak tukar, baju raya tak beli, kuih raya pun tak beli...hebat betul terasa...entah kenapa..tahun ni malas nak rasa apa2..or maybe, tahun ni mencelebrate the very 1st year since 2001 sy berpuasa and akan beraya sebagai SINGLE!!..wow...dats i think super powerful!!..tak yah pening2 nak plan balik beraya, nak plan dgn sedara mara belah sana, pening nak cari baju raya utk dia, hadiah raya dia....so maksudnya..dah dekat 11 tahun dah...awesome juga perasaan single ni...am loving it!!!!

tema raya tahun ni:

sy single..pedulik hape sy nak buat apa, makan apa, pakai baju apa, balik raya mana!! wooohhooooo!!!!

sometimes, things are so simple, like:

u made me as ur second choice, i'll make u as my last choice... :)

life is way too short to be complicated..stay if you are happy, leave if you don't...i am okay either way...

faith

kecewa, kecewa dan kecewa dgn bank ni...so called la multinational bank, expert in islamic banking...tp haram la kau praktis benda tu...tak payah nak brag sgt benda tu kalau tak tau prinsip paling asas: menjaga kepentingan customer, tiada penindasan or whatsoever shit yg menidakkan hak..

haram betul..semuanya kau nak waive sebab dah signed? u expect me to read every single line in the term and condition ke? well, kalau itu sekarang boleh la sebab sy dah ada foundation in banking..dulu masa sign agreement, bodo2 jela sy sign sebab u said that everything will be fine..and u, promoting islamic banking, had convinced me enough that there will be no grey area..and now, tetiba kau punye customer service terkedu nak menjawab even the basic question about ur own policy..haloooo....come on laaaa...tutup aje bank tu and jual pisang goreng..bila jadi mcm ni, i wonder..berapa ramai orang yg guna khidmat bank really know what they are dealing with...tsk tsk tsk...

bebenda ni buat sy makin lama makin menyampah dgn bank ni...sy rasa diorang ni hanya akan tolong orng yg tak nak pun pertolongan..those yang dying and dah nyawa2 ikan, memang kirim salam la bebanyak..and this make me terfikir kerja sy skang...although am not dealing with individual customer, still the concept still the same..haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........rindu nak buat akaun....ok, mari update resume..

well, hari ni dimulakan dgn drama oleh boo...punya la menyakitkan hati..kasihan handphone dan laptop sy kene hempas2...rasa mcm berapi2 telinga...

then lunch hour, i went out to settle few things, balik aje, saw a box on my desk...eagerly, i open the box and found this:

with a note:

u sungguh sweet sayang...tak sabar nak u bacakan malam ni.....oh, yg bedtime story malam hari tu pun tak habis lagi kan...tp i nak u baca yg ni dulu then only sambung yng hari tu, ok..

timing selalu kene saje...mesti dapat time sy down...

hari tu, waktu sy crashed,...esoknye tetiba my receptionist datang kat my workstation and passed this:

seingat sy, sy pernah cakap sekali aje..tu pun sekali lalu je masa awal2 kami kenal...waktu kami kenal tu time ade pesta flora kat putrajaya..and she asked la whether i suka bunga..i told her, i suka cuma bunga calla lilies and orchid shj..but its very rare nak jumpa kat kedai bunga..especially the calla lilies..and the flower came with a note:

oh my...what else i can say... (^_^)

i'll see u soon...

So you lost your trust
& you never should have
No you never should have
But don't break your back if you ever see this
But don't answer that
In a bullet-prove vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
& I'll see you soon
In a telescope lens
& when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon

So they came for you
They come snapping at your heels
They come snapping at your heels
But don't break your back if you ever heard this
But don't answer that
Cause in a bullet-prove vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
& I'll see you soon
In a telescope lens
& when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon

Noo you lost your trust
Noo you lost your trust
Noo don't lose your trust
Noo don't lose your trust