dan ye, seperti someone tu cakap, nothing is permanent...mcm hickey..dan air yang tenang itu adalah sekejap sahaja...dan datang la ribut taufan, menggoncang hati...sakit...pedih...tp perlu ke? bertenanglah hati...

salah sendiri terlalu nak menjaga orang lain...salah sendiri bila rasa susah hati fikir orang lain, salah sendiri bila rasa teruk sgt bila hanya mampu lihat orang yg sy care buat stupid mistake over and over again...sy rasa useless...rasa marah...like, seriously u wanna do that???

ok, S just booked flight to Osaka this november..bersama tasha and her sister..well, are u serious???seriously tasha tu gonna pay u back??come on laaaaaaaaaaaaa....semalam sy baru terdengar S bergaduh dgn tasha dalam bilik masa sy smpai rumah..siap meraung2 bagai...and today, u booked flight for her too???

gosh!!!!!!!!how i wish i can feel nothing about this...how i wish i can just say, lantak kau la..how i wish that i dont want to care about you anymore...kenapa sy rasa begini? maybe sebab sy tau, if thing goes wrong, i am the one who going to clean up the mess...wahh..dan disaat2 begini, sy rasa seriously nak pindah jauh so i dont have to see u fall...damnnnn!!! and what, bila awk terjatuh kang, u lost all ur money to that girl, then what? u nak cakap sy ada lagi hutang? what? another 10k? another 200k??..sy ni kan memang cop duit kerja sy...kannnn....