pagi tadi tersedar dari mimpi kekasih. sedih sangat2 mimpi tu sampaikan bila tersedar memang tengah mengalir air mata dan teresak2. tengok jam, pukul 6am. terus text kekasih, tanya dia ok ke tak. mimpi tu terasa sangat real. kekasih pun macam pelik awal sangat sy bangun, selalu tunggu kekasih text baru sy bangun. tak puas hati, sy terus call kekasih. bila dengar suara dia, terus menangis lagi. macam budak kecik kene cubit dah gamaknya. kekasih pujuk, lepas sy ok sikit, dia suruh sy bangun dan bersiap pergi kerja. tapi lepas letak fon, sy sambung nangis lagi. sedih benar rasanya mimpi tu.
anyway, so hari ni habis la sudah training. esok akan start ke battle field, perjuangan sebenar baru nak bermula. ok, ini drama. petang tadi, kekasih cakap dia rasa sejuk lain macam. selalunya bila dia rasa something macam tu, memang sy pun tengah sejuk. kadang2 tu rasa ajaib, sebab bila sy rasa something yang sangat kuat kat sini, macam sejuk, lapar, teringin something, sedih, marah etc, kekasih memang akan terasa juga. petang tadi memang kat training room tu sejuk, tangan sy la yang rasa sejuk sangat. tiba2 cakap pasal mitten sebab tangan sy sejuk. then tetiba sy cakap:
sy: sayang kena kaitkan i mitten
kekasih: kait? beli je boleh tak. i tak minat
sy: kalau i request?
kekasih: boleh request benda lain tak? sayang tau i sayang u sangat kan. susah tak nak mengait?
sy: kalau i die die nak u kaitkan, would u do it for me? *mata kelip2*
kekasih: yes i will tapi lambat la sebab nak kena belajar. don't die please
sy: ni yang i sayang u banyak nih
kekasih: i sayang u juga. nak mitten kaler apa? just ibu jari dan 4 jari rapat, kan? kiss dahi dan jari sayang
sy: saya sangat terharu...
kekasih: i sangat sayang u ok. i just tak tau macam mana nak say no. selagi mampu dan tak bahayakan u, i cuba.
kekasih, u sangat sweet. i tunggu mitten u.
sy cakap dengan kekasih, carmen tu my other half sy, career wise. then kekasih tanya what about her. and i said:
YOU ARE MY OTHER HALF OF EVERYTHING. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN AND THE MOON.
I cintakan u, sayang. sungguh!
p/s: whoever it is yang hantar delivery hamster ke rumah sy lepas entry hamster sy sebelum ni, don't bother la nak hantar mitten. unless, u can deliver scirocco beserta geran atas nama sy depan rumah.
And finally I found my other half...
11 comments:
Your stalker is back. Hahaha. Careful what u wish for, it may come true. Kinda creepy.. (",)
yeah, creepy.
Naz: kalau dia berani la nak letak scirocco depan rumah. lepas tu i buat entry pasal i nak alphard pula, lepas tu ferarri, lepas tu lambo, lepas tu tanah sebidang, lepas tu villa sebijik dan banyak lagi lepas tu. nak tengok juga berani ke tak dia.
KooKoo: kasihan dia ni. kurang perhatian dan kasih sayang rasanya.
Hi cik,
1. X payahla bangga sangat ada stalker, entah2 dia saja jer nak main2 ngan u, nak tengok u punya reaction macam mana. Bosan kan hidup ni kalau asyik buat rutin, sekali sekala nk jugak buat benda rare.
2. Ada org cepat perasan, ada pulak perasan bagus sangat, macamla dunia ni berputar sekeliling dia. Ada orang pula attention whore, cerita semua benda. :). Dalam blog bukan main bagus, tapi in reality macam ape je.
3. Kalau tak nak dapat stalker, janganla post gambar rumah sekali. janganla bubuh benda peribadi. Takpun, nak bubuh juga, buatlah blog privacy. Ni nak buat public lak. :)
4. Dah ada orang suka,(kalau betul la dia suka) atleast xnk dia pun appreciate la sikit. Janganla cepat perasan sgt. Nampak matured, konon x suka drama, tapi hal kecik pun nak jadikan besar. Diam je x settle, x handle benda baik2. X matang kan gitu. What goes around come around. X payah sentap sangat, okay.
p/s:Nice. mcm excited je ada stalker. haha
- Oh ye,Ini bukan dia-
well, haters gonna hate, stalker gonna stalk. and you, ms anon, just gonna be you, criticizing people without even bother to know the fact first. oh well, it's just you; unnamed, baling batu sorok tangan. it's just you; irrelevant, insignificant. your argument is invalid.
seems like you are willing to take time to write this long and so detail. oh, u bukan dia? yeah, right....
Hahaha, wow, you life is never dull isma. People have a choice, and some people choose to write and share others prefer to comment and critique. However there is also a choice that can be chosen. Since this is Isma's blog, she has the right to chose whatever she wants to write. and as for your anonymous friend, u do have the choice to comment, but u also have the choice of not to read whatever she writes. If it pissed you off that much, then choose not read, and do something else.
p/s : sorry for the typo...was reading the lengthy comment of your friend smpai main taip je..hahaha
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1. Ye, memang bukan dia. Komen itu dari saya - ida. Ingatkan u boleh agak, sebab cara saya tulis berbeza. Tengok, betapa mudahnya untuk salah faham, bila cara memandang sesuatu tu berbeza.
2. Saya x expect pun u akan approve my comment, since I tulis benda tu khas untuk u je. Tapi kan, bagus juga u approve, not fair la kalau dengar from your side of story je, org akan nilai yang u je yang betul. Padahal, dalam hal ni, u pun ada salah juga (yang mana mungkin u x sedar atau ignore, saja x ambil peduli).
3. Dia, x kan kacau u lagi, ok?. i promise u yang u dah aman dari dia. I bukan nak pertahankan dia, cuma xnk u besar2 kan sgt hal ni. Rasa meluat sikit bila tengok u cam bangga ada orang 'stalk' u macam u ni artis. kan u kata, x suka drama, jadi sama2 la kita stopkan drama ni.
4.to naz: I dah lama stop baca blog isma.
p/s - I x nak terlibat, tapi terpaksa libatkan diri. Guna anon sbb xde google account. Worthless pulak nak buat gmail semata2 nak komen kat blog u. nak kol/msg u takut pulak i dicop stalker baru.
Last la ni, i pun xkn contact u lagi.
-the end- 12.50 a.m
repot polis je la kak.. stalker ni danjeres
or maybe they want a 3some? hehe JK isma..hi isma, im ur partner's friend. Penah mkn kat umah u and not gonna be ur new stalker, just ur blog reader.. :p
Hey, it is nice to know that u like reading about isma's life. I met her through this blog as well. And we did get along just fine. Heck, we are friends. Sorry for contributing more to the lengthy drama. It is just that I feel life is already too serious to add more drama to it. Isma has stated her stand on the issue, so the ball is in your court ms. anonymous, and i think u better play it well.
Quoted from Sun Tzu "For to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill".
Hi Isma, sorry, for contributing and adding to the numbers of comments. Take care beb. (",)
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